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so, yes, i have been busy. work has been hectic. most days, when i get home, i end up staring at the computer, or going online, but just checking out friendster and other people's blogs. seriously.

so now here i am once again checking out other people's blogs. and friendster. of course. in the background playing on the dvd is bruce lee on return of the dragon. sigh. i totally flop at making a schedule and it seems as if right now what i do most of the time sucks the joy out of my life. good days are as hard to come by. i always end up wishing for the weekends. it seems it's the only thing that matters. mondays the song playing in my head would be "friday, i'm in love" or "friday on my mind". seriously.

i used to write letters. i would sit. and write letters. to my one friend that i snail mail with. now she's busy. now i'm busy. but u know what? the letters are in my head, in the same way that her letters are written, and yet all halfway done. busy.

i haven't even replied to people's emails. wait.

so, i guess, the thing is, unless i control my thoughts, coherence is absent (huh?)

i'm out.