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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

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of shredding

i never used to use the shredder at my old job. now i use it everyday, and believe it or not, i enjoy using it. in a way it provides a sort of escape from the office's noise. oh yeah, the office can get noisy. a heck of a lot of noisy.

i miss KP. i miss being able to talk to my friends freely. not having TOO much of a burden. it has become that now. blame is the name of the game. so, i shred. and i think. and i shred some more.

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so, yes, i have been busy. work has been hectic. most days, when i get home, i end up staring at the computer, or going online, but just checking out friendster and other people's blogs. seriously.

so now here i am once again checking out other people's blogs. and friendster. of course. in the background playing on the dvd is bruce lee on return of the dragon. sigh. i totally flop at making a schedule and it seems as if right now what i do most of the time sucks the joy out of my life. good days are as hard to come by. i always end up wishing for the weekends. it seems it's the only thing that matters. mondays the song playing in my head would be "friday, i'm in love" or "friday on my mind". seriously.

i used to write letters. i would sit. and write letters. to my one friend that i snail mail with. now she's busy. now i'm busy. but u know what? the letters are in my head, in the same way that her letters are written, and yet all halfway done. busy.

i haven't even replied to people's emails. wait.

so, i guess, the thing is, unless i control my thoughts, coherence is absent (huh?)

i'm out.